Lots of thoughts and feelings were had at church today, but the main one seems to be the idea that I have become quite disconnected from who I was. Living in London has changed me - I am not sure that all ways have been for the better. I feel quite disconnected from my faith, from God, from growth in that area. I've spent a lot of time trying to help others, maybe not enough, but somewhere along the way, I got myself a bit lost.