Sunday, March 3, 2013

March 3, 2013

I hate trying to come up with post titles for this blog - well, all blogs and emails - it's hard to figure out what it's all about. So, at least for this blog I use the date most often.

Not relevant.

Ok. Well, today was Fast Sunday - a day that I struggle with especially lately because my stomach's been uncooperative anyway. And, so it was Testimony Meeting today in Sacrament Meeting.

I wanted to bear my testimony and experiences here where I can organize and edit them.

I started today with a heavy heart. I haven't been feeling well, physically or emotionally for about a month, but for the past week or so I've been especially not feeling well. I've been beset by all sorts of different kinds of worry, and stress, and fear. And I was having a dreadfully hard time seeing through it, remembering all the things that would help me be at peace, and hearing the Spirit's healing voice.

Well, by the end of the church meetings today, I felt my burden be lifted, I felt at peace, and happy, even though nothing had changed. I still don't have answers, but I am doing better at letting them go. I have learned that for me, I will just have to keep letting things go, because I can remember to worry really easily, and holding on to the fear is quite simple for me to do. I am quite good at it. And so now, I need to learn to trust.

I know I have the best teacher, even the Son of God, the Savior of the World, who is guiding my life, and my heart, changing me for the better, so every part of me can come unto Him, and so I can help bring others to Him as well.

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